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I wonder sometimes about my sexual urges and desires. I wonder if what I want is unrealistic, if it’s disgusting, if it’s not right.
It makes me wonder if these “sex positive” things are for me and what I can do about my feelings.
Do I seek out others like me or enjoy my desires alone? What is my destiny? What is it that I want and crave?
I look at pictures of others, those I follow on Tumblr, and some of those whose URL I remember off the top of my head and those that I follow on instagram and I wonder, “Is this what I wish for?”
My life is so simple and plain, yet exciting in some ways. On the outside, I’m living the american dream. Enjoying some wealth here and there, creating a family. What is it all if I can’t have this one thing so integral to my life?
Do I have a sickness then? That I require some fetish fulfillment? Do I have problems that I desire these things and without them I can be easily upset? Is it an addiction? Or is it a healthy want?
Idk. I wish I knew, and I wish I could figure this out, and talk to people about this. Talk to people that have answers yet how can people answer my own life?
So strange is this night.
I’m so done with this planet
she saved two lives and all they care about is her nipple.
this is sexism, my friends.
How is this sexism? If a guy did that and he had a “dick slip”, they’d be all over that too.
But yeah, it sucks that their focus was the slip rather than what she did.
It’s strange but I have this strange view of gay women, there’s a certain amount of awe in it. It is not that I “get off” to seeing them, nor that I prefer lesbian porn, or whatever stereotypical but I always think to myself that a homosexual relationship between two women is something I can never have.
I imagine a gay relationship between two men somewhat of a brotherhood, a union of two souls very alike, that share an important part of their lives together, something difficult to understand outside of it. I’ve been with a couple of men, and that’s how it felt, at least to me. A strong bond forged before even a relationship.
I feel this anxiety when it comes to straight relationships. Like it’s a struggle against the world, a struggle against stereotypes, against sitcoms, against books, against what everyone tells you. They are beautiful but I feel there is a disconnect.
Seeing two women together brings out jealousy in me, but also some yearning for this type of relationship to exist in the world. I don’t think to myself “Oh, I wish I was involved with them”, no, that’d be counter productive. I don’t wish I replaced one of them, that’d be counter-productive as well. It’s perfect the way it is. Nothing more and nothing less.
Yet again, I wish I was there in a different way. I’d love to experience being a woman and being with another woman. I just can’t experience that, in any way. There’s a strange stigma and awe around it (unless you’re a homophobe). It feels like something irreplaceable.
What kind of problems do you find when you look into someone’s innermost psyche? What kind of problems that people have will they disclose to you truthfully? Not many. People keep shit inside. I do too, and I can’t help it. I have problems opening up and unless the situation I’m in feels completely safe to me, I can’t open up.
I have so many different thoughts running through my head, and it always feels like I’m tearing apart. Many thoughts I don’t even voice.
I feel like I’m trapped in a world where stereotypes and common myths try to shape who I am. Trapped in a world of prejudice. Funny thing coming from a white male in his 20s, right? I’m the stereotype for a guy that should have everything but I don’t and I experience shit just like everyone else.
I feel the pushes and pulls from the media, telling me what being a “man” is like. I feel the confusion from my friends when I state something “unmanly” or participate in a “feminine” activity.
I get angry, really angry. I feel injustice and I don’t know what to do about it. Everyone has problems, yeah. Things can’t be equal, I know. Everyone is different but being thrown into a general group with others unlike me sucks. It puts me into turmoil.
I have anxiety and that puts me into a bad position. I’m always shy, slow to make friends, “unattractive” to the masses (not by looks but by demeanor).
In the end, my own issues come down to questions and decisions I can’t seem to make. I fall into the habit of not being able to see what reality is. Things are ambiguous, and I never know what to go by or what to believe in.
I ask myself strange questions and question my own worth. Am I worthy of living? What am I doing here that contributes toward the betterment of this world? And some even more puzzling, am I who I should be or should I change?
I often get into questioning my own sexuality from attraction to what gender I should be, and what sex does to me, how it influence me.
Just a few thoughts :)
I feel like there aren’t enough intimate stories, stories discussing the most personal details to help explain who we are and how things go for us.
I love seeing those accounts from people, they talking about their thoughts, how they see life, and what happens to them.
And I won’t lie, I’m basing this whole idea from Misfits. Seeing someone experiencing both genders is very enlightening.
Can’t wait to start this :)
Are you fucking kidding me?! You have got to be fucking kidding me.
Obviously none of you who reblogged this shit are parents. Obviously none of you realize that circumsion isn’t routine, it’s a choice made by the parents. Obviously none of you realize that circumsion cuts back on bacteria harmful to the infants.
Omfg all of you need to be slapped upside the fucking heads.
If you aren’t the fucking parents of a son, and you aren’t faced with this decision, SHUT THE FUCK UP YPU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TELL A PARENT WHAT TO DO WITH THEIR CHILD FOR THE SAKE OF THEIR CHILD.
Are you fucking kidding me?! You have got to be fucking kidding me.
What if the parents wanted to chop their kid’s ears off? But that’s totally ok, right?
Obviously you don’t realize that ear-chopping isn’t routine, it’s a choice made by the parents. Obviously none of you realize that ear-chopping cuts back on ear infections harmful to the infants.
Omfg you need to be slapped upside the fucking heads.
If you aren’t the fucking parents of a child, and you aren’t faced with this decision, SHUT THE FUCK UP YPU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TELL A PARENT WHAT TO DO WITH THEIR CHILD FOR THE SAKE OF THEIR CHILD. FUCK. JUST LET THEM CHOP THEIR EARS OFF.
Oh wait, that sounds totally absurd - and so do you. Male infant circumcision mutilates the genitalia of completely healthy baby boys without their consent. It is completely medically unnecessary, with the most minor of health benefits that do not outweigh the cost of the procedure. Besides, we don’t remove healthy body parts from newborn infants because they might potentially become infected. The appendix is not routinely taken out at birth. Your knees are not chopped out as yoon as you’re out of the womb, even if it’ll decrease the chance of future knee-scrapes. So why are male genitalia the exception? (Protip: they shouldn’t be)
Maybe if men didn’t rape, we wouldn’t cut their dicks off.
Ever think of that? They deserve it for the way they’ve treated us women.
This is fucking ridiculous. Circumcision has become a routine, at least in the US, and it’s a non-beneficial, completely “tradition” based surgery. Why the fuck is it being done?
And are you a christian? Otherwise I don’t understand why you’re blaming an infant for the sins of the few, that they’re “born into sin”. On top of that, women rape men too, they rape women as well, so why aren’t ALL women getting circumsized as well?
Circumcision leads to trauma. From emotional (kids retain these things from when they’re infants, read up on psychology) to physical (I have several friends whose dicks curve because of it) and they lose a lot of sensation in that area because of that.
Let me cut off your clit and see how you feel. Wait, why am I mentioning clit? Because the foreskin has as much (and more) never endings as the clit!
I’m so fucking tired of you fucks that openly support rights for some people and get so upset about infringement on that YET when someone else’s issue comes up, your first response is: “They deserve it!”
Well, you know what? Women are more likely to get alimony and child support and child custody during a divorce. For no good reason. Let’s make all women barren for being such cunts! How does that logic sound?